It can be difficult It would depend on him His background, also
I have issues with my anger, which are made worse by Sanguis But it can be enjoyable with the right person And I like the physical changes Dog traits make me look less threatening
[ Doumeki is actually pretty restrained normally, so yeah, it sounds like Lysandre might be in for a time... ]
The boss likes them too So I like them
[ Hm yes Doumeki is leaving out the, uh, knotting part, considering that doesn't seem like a subject to be shared with polite company, but that's likely the part Yashiro likes best. ]
Calm is not the right word The boss is a masochist When Sanguis comes, he wants me to take out my anger on him
[The differences continue...Sycamore is positive that Yashiro would have immediately mentioned the knotting, and all the wonderful qualities of it...]
Yashiro did mention that that part of Sanguis is something he particularly enjoys. I suppose if you're more inclined to violence when the red moon is in the sky-
[-a bodyguard is probably comfortable with violence regardless, but you know-]
-he'd be keen to take advantage of it. But if both of you are enjoying the experience, who am I to judge? I just think it's wonderful that you have each other.
[Well, that lines up with what Yashiro had told him, just in a less explicit manner. More focused on the emotion.
That's one thing he and Yashiro definitely bonded over; the inherent desire to want to shove negative emotions away into a neat little corner of their minds, never to be heard from again. If anything, it's good that Doumeki can recognise it for what it is.]
It sounds like he's very lucky to have you.
[Really, judging by his inclinations for wanting to find random Sanguis' to brutalize him, it's...probably a good thing that Yashiro has someone to protect him.]
And there's no need to thank me - I appreciate you answering my questions about Sanguis. I'm an Iris, myself, so I'm not all that acquainted with how your blessing works. I just want to be sure I can help my friend, if he struggles with it.
[and he is absolutely going to struggle with it, sooooo]
[ Oh, Doumeki is no stranger to pushing away his emotions, he just lets them out a little more when it comes to Yashiro. Then again, seeing someone like Yashiro would make anyone feel emotive. ]
I can only hope he feels the same I am doing my best to protect him
[ He knows that he can do his best, but he has to follow orders ultimately so he can't just intervene every time Yashiro sleeps with someone Doumeki doesn't like. ]
If your friend has any questions, I can try to answer them I have also taken precautions to work out my anger more productively Should the boss send me away during Sanguis
[ Hey at least Sycamore is Iris so he's not a threat... Yeah that shouldn't be the takeaway here, Doumeki. ]
[...look, he is absolutely glad to be categorised under 'not a threat', he would last approximately five seconds in a fight with Doumeki and he's well aware of it. A great takeaway, really, one he fully supports!]
I'm sure you're doing absolutely fine. It's good that you're taking the time to try and find healthy outlets for your anger; it's hard to fight against the urges the moonblesssings give us.
[He's still trying to defeat Iris'...really fun sexual urges by himself, and having absolutely no luck. Experiment failed! Having to deal with rage on top of that must be...exhausting, honestly (although at least Sanguis likely get less...messy).]
Do you find that you're able to get it under control, at least a little bit?
[ Too bad Sycamore reminds Yashiro so much of Kageyama... they may think he's not a threat, but that might change before you know it. It's not even Sycamore's fault. Stop falling for doctors, Yashiro. ]
Yes, it is very hard I am fortunate that the boss is a masochist
[ Look, when it's true, it's true!! ]
The violent urges I can stave off The others are more difficult
[ He means the sexual ones. Of course, Yashiro likes to provide an outlet for both, it's just... There's no emotional attachment there. None whatsoever. ]
[He would argue that Yashiro has excellent taste, but, um....the jury is still out on that one. Sorry Yashiro!]
There's definitely an argument to be made about how appropriate you two are for one another. I've been doing some research into the moonblessings, and Sanguis and Iris tend to be well suited regardless. So I suppose it is extra fortunate that you two have other traits that seem to mix well.
[He's not saying it's good that Doumeki has anger issues and Yashiro loves pain, but...well, you guys are making it work for you? It's really kind of impressive.
(and of course there's no emotional attachment. None whatsoever, he's sure!)]
Are you referring to the sexual ones? [-it's a logical guess, considering they've already spoken about the aggression-] If it makes you feel better, I also struggle with them. Although from the sounds of things we obviously don't experience quite the same ones!
[ Yashiro actually has good taste, meanwhile Doumeki......... has very bad taste. ]
They seem like opposites
[ Opposites attract, as they say. But at least Sycamore seems cool with the way Doumeki and Yashiro have figured things out. No wonder Yashiro likes this guy, he's way less judgy than Kageyama. ]
Yes If I did not have him I am afraid I would do something rash or hurt someone I get very possessive, even though it is not my place
[Listen, we're both pretty hung up on crime lords at the moment, so Sycamore really has no room to judge. Ganbatte, Doumeki....we can do it....let's deal with these awful men of ours....]
I think they are opposites! Makes all the more sense that they attract, no?
[The moonblessings actually make no sense whatsoever, but at least this way he can feel like he has an iota of control over them.
...maybe. Anyway, who is he to judge? We're all here trying to survive the damn things in our own way!]
You shouldn't blame yourself like that. Sanguis sounds absolutely exhausting; you're far from the first person to suffer from it like this and you certainly won't be the last. The main thing is that you recognise when you're doing something bad - potentially hurting someone, etc.
[...SOMEONE WHO ISN'T ASKING FOR IT LIKE YASHIRO, HE MEANS]
You two definitely seem to have an interesting relationship. But I'm pleased to hear it's working out for you both.
[...in all the...detail, that Yashiro has shared with him....he probably shouldn't know so much about your sex life but here we are and know, he does. At least it's going well!]
Especially since you're still both on the newer side. It's nice to have a buddy!
[which is a cute way of saying 'you won't be hurting for chroma, will you']
[ That it's working out, he means. He loves his boss and he knows the boss doesn't want to deal with that, so you know, that's.... one kind of relationship... if Doumeki realized how much Yashiro has told Sycamour, he would be far more embarrassed... ]
It is convenient, having someone to easily obtain chroma with
[ Especially when they cuddle, Doumeki really likes that. They are swimming in money. ]
[...he promises he won't let slip just how much Yashiro has, ah...told him, about what happens during Sanguis. At least it's good things?]
It certainly must be! I'm still amazed that I can pay for my morning coffee just by holding hands with someone.
But it does make me wonder about the advantage that established couples have. It makes sense to have some confirmed partners, doesn't it? At least that way you know you'll definitely be able to keep your balance high.
[Sycamore is tempted to ask if Doumeki is as...promiscuous, for want of a better word, as Yashiro, but from this chat he's getting the feeling that that is very much, ah...not the case.]
[ On one hand, Doumeki knows the boss can say whatever he wants and he can't complain. On the other hand... embarrassing. At least he doesn't have to worry about him sharing any emotional stuff. There's no emotion here, definitely! ]
I agree. It is strange having so much money I am used to a modest salary
[ Which is to say, even though he and Yashiro are rolling in money, he still doesn't really spend most of it... ]
At the bare minimum, having a partner ensures an income The boss and I are not partners in the romantic sense, but he calls for me during Sanguis and the triple moons I am fortunate to have him here It would be difficult without him
[ Which is to say, yes, Doumeki is only interested in having sex with Yashiro. The whole dragon thing will make that change a little, but that's temporary... his crush on Yashiro is forever. ]
[Listen....the crush on Yashiro is adorable, alright.]
It sounds like a very functional system.
[If you ignore all the, ah...aforementioned emotional stuff....but we aren't talking about that, so! No need to even think about it! Everything is lovely and efficient.]
Have you and he had much time to explore Lunatia, as of yet?
[have you gone SHOPPING in PRISMAPLACE and to the GROVES come on Doumeki tell him your adventures in Lunatia!
...
....at least, the ones that don't involve fighting people during Sanguis, uh...]
[Ah yes, Caihong! Yashiro has just told him about his talent for cheating at Mahjong, so Sycamore can later assume that is where he does it. Lovely.
...please don't cheat too much, guys...]
I live on Level 2 myself, and have become quite familiar with it! Although you're missing out if you haven't made it to Level 1 yet. Perhaps I'm biased, but all the boutiques are so fun! The fashion here is incredible.
[-ly bad, most people would argue, but...well, Sycamore finds all the shiny fabric and colours quite exciting...]
What is there to do in Caihong? I must admit, I'm yet to visit myself! I'll have to put it on my list.
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You're Sanguis, aren't you? A friend of mine recently arrived, and I'm quite sure that's the blessing he'll fall under. How do you find it?
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It can be difficult
It would depend on him
His background, also
I have issues with my anger, which are made worse by Sanguis
But it can be enjoyable with the right person
And I like the physical changes
Dog traits make me look less threatening
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...yep, that doesn't bode well for his 'time to have a yelling fit in this cafe' friend. Oh dear...]
Well, I'm glad to hear that you're managing to make it work for you. It's surprisingly rare to hear someone say they enjoy their transformations!
[He actually doesn't mind his either! So far, anyway.
...he's probably just jinxed it, hasn't he.]
You being Sanguis and Yashiro being Iris works well, doesn't it? Do you find he's able to calm your anger?
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The boss likes them too
So I like them
[ Hm yes Doumeki is leaving out the, uh, knotting part, considering that doesn't seem like a subject to be shared with polite company, but that's likely the part Yashiro likes best. ]
Calm is not the right word
The boss is a masochist
When Sanguis comes, he wants me to take out my anger on him
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Yashiro did mention that that part of Sanguis is something he particularly enjoys. I suppose if you're more inclined to violence when the red moon is in the sky-
[-a bodyguard is probably comfortable with violence regardless, but you know-]
-he'd be keen to take advantage of it. But if both of you are enjoying the experience, who am I to judge? I just think it's wonderful that you have each other.
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And jealous
The boss knows how to push me into giving in to my feelings
[ Hey, if Sycamore is getting full disclosure from Yashiro, then he may as well get it from Doumeki too. ]
Your understanding is appreciated
I hope I can continue to support him as long as we are here
[ Lord knows, most people would be pretty concerned if they knew what was going on with them. ]
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That's one thing he and Yashiro definitely bonded over; the inherent desire to want to shove negative emotions away into a neat little corner of their minds, never to be heard from again. If anything, it's good that Doumeki can recognise it for what it is.]
It sounds like he's very lucky to have you.
[Really, judging by his inclinations for wanting to find random Sanguis' to brutalize him, it's...probably a good thing that Yashiro has someone to protect him.]
And there's no need to thank me - I appreciate you answering my questions about Sanguis. I'm an Iris, myself, so I'm not all that acquainted with how your blessing works. I just want to be sure I can help my friend, if he struggles with it.
[and he is absolutely going to struggle with it, sooooo]
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I can only hope he feels the same
I am doing my best to protect him
[ He knows that he can do his best, but he has to follow orders ultimately so he can't just intervene every time Yashiro sleeps with someone Doumeki doesn't like. ]
If your friend has any questions, I can try to answer them
I have also taken precautions to work out my anger more productively
Should the boss send me away during Sanguis
[ Hey at least Sycamore is Iris so he's not a threat... Yeah that shouldn't be the takeaway here, Doumeki. ]
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I'm sure you're doing absolutely fine. It's good that you're taking the time to try and find healthy outlets for your anger; it's hard to fight against the urges the moonblesssings give us.
[He's still trying to defeat Iris'...really fun sexual urges by himself, and having absolutely no luck. Experiment failed! Having to deal with rage on top of that must be...exhausting, honestly (although at least Sanguis likely get less...messy).]
Do you find that you're able to get it under control, at least a little bit?
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Yes, it is very hard
I am fortunate that the boss is a masochist
[ Look, when it's true, it's true!! ]
The violent urges I can stave off
The others are more difficult
[ He means the sexual ones. Of course, Yashiro likes to provide an outlet for both, it's just... There's no emotional attachment there. None whatsoever. ]
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There's definitely an argument to be made about how appropriate you two are for one another. I've been doing some research into the moonblessings, and Sanguis and Iris tend to be well suited regardless. So I suppose it is extra fortunate that you two have other traits that seem to mix well.
[He's not saying it's good that Doumeki has anger issues and Yashiro loves pain, but...well, you guys are making it work for you? It's really kind of impressive.
(and of course there's no emotional attachment. None whatsoever, he's sure!)]
Are you referring to the sexual ones? [-it's a logical guess, considering they've already spoken about the aggression-] If it makes you feel better, I also struggle with them. Although from the sounds of things we obviously don't experience quite the same ones!
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They seem like opposites
[ Opposites attract, as they say. But at least Sycamore seems cool with the way Doumeki and Yashiro have figured things out. No wonder Yashiro likes this guy, he's way less judgy than Kageyama. ]
Yes
If I did not have him I am afraid I would do something rash or hurt someone
I get very possessive, even though it is not my place
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I think they are opposites! Makes all the more sense that they attract, no?
[The moonblessings actually make no sense whatsoever, but at least this way he can feel like he has an iota of control over them.
...maybe. Anyway, who is he to judge? We're all here trying to survive the damn things in our own way!]
You shouldn't blame yourself like that. Sanguis sounds absolutely exhausting; you're far from the first person to suffer from it like this and you certainly won't be the last. The main thing is that you recognise when you're doing something bad - potentially hurting someone, etc.
[...SOMEONE WHO ISN'T ASKING FOR IT LIKE YASHIRO, HE MEANS]
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Yes
I hope that is the case
[ Tell that to Yashiro so that he can stop thinking that Doumeki is too pure for him... ]
Right
It is easy to hurt someone during Sanguis
The boss likes that
[ He kind of might be ruined for normal sex, but then he's not really interested in anyone but Yashiro anyway. ]
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Is that what you enjoy, as well?
[...he's not sure whether or not he wants an answer to that question, actually, let him rephrase it quickly-]
Or is it more that you do it because you know Yashiro loves it?
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I would do whatever the boss asked of me
I enjoy being with him
[ But actually he does like it rough too, he's just not willing to admit it. ]
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You two definitely seem to have an interesting relationship. But I'm pleased to hear it's working out for you both.
[...in all the...detail, that Yashiro has shared with him....he probably shouldn't know so much about your sex life but here we are and know, he does. At least it's going well!]
Especially since you're still both on the newer side. It's nice to have a buddy!
[which is a cute way of saying 'you won't be hurting for chroma, will you']
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I hope that is the case
[ That it's working out, he means. He loves his boss and he knows the boss doesn't want to deal with that, so you know, that's.... one kind of relationship... if Doumeki realized how much Yashiro has told Sycamour, he would be far more embarrassed... ]
It is convenient, having someone to easily obtain chroma with
[ Especially when they cuddle, Doumeki really likes that. They are swimming in money. ]
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It certainly must be! I'm still amazed that I can pay for my morning coffee just by holding hands with someone.
But it does make me wonder about the advantage that established couples have. It makes sense to have some confirmed partners, doesn't it? At least that way you know you'll definitely be able to keep your balance high.
[Sycamore is tempted to ask if Doumeki is as...promiscuous, for want of a better word, as Yashiro, but from this chat he's getting the feeling that that is very much, ah...not the case.]
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I agree. It is strange having so much money
I am used to a modest salary
[ Which is to say, even though he and Yashiro are rolling in money, he still doesn't really spend most of it... ]
At the bare minimum, having a partner ensures an income
The boss and I are not partners in the romantic sense, but he calls for me during Sanguis and the triple moons
I am fortunate to have him here
It would be difficult without him
[ Which is to say, yes, Doumeki is only interested in having sex with Yashiro. The whole dragon thing will make that change a little, but that's temporary... his crush on Yashiro is forever. ]
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It sounds like a very functional system.
[If you ignore all the, ah...aforementioned emotional stuff....but we aren't talking about that, so! No need to even think about it! Everything is lovely and efficient.]
Have you and he had much time to explore Lunatia, as of yet?
[have you gone SHOPPING in PRISMAPLACE and to the GROVES come on Doumeki tell him your adventures in Lunatia!
...
....at least, the ones that don't involve fighting people during Sanguis, uh...]
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[ In that there's definitely no feelings involved, nope. Poor Doumeki's crush is doomed and he knows it but he sticks with it. ]
I have explored much of Level 3 and Level 2
The boss also frequents Caihong, so I have been there
[ He's only really gone shopping once... and that was with Yashiro... ]
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...please don't cheat too much, guys...]
I live on Level 2 myself, and have become quite familiar with it! Although you're missing out if you haven't made it to Level 1 yet. Perhaps I'm biased, but all the boutiques are so fun! The fashion here is incredible.
[-ly bad, most people would argue, but...well, Sycamore finds all the shiny fabric and colours quite exciting...]
What is there to do in Caihong? I must admit, I'm yet to visit myself! I'll have to put it on my list.
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Level 2 is the one I know best
Level 1 seems extravagant
The boss took me shopping there once
Caihong has a red light district
The boss likes to gamble there
[ And of course observe crime, but you know. ]
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Not the areas I would have picked to frequent, but there's certainly something for everyone here, it seems!
[please don't get yourselves beaten up by Caihong thugs, guys....]
Do you like to gamble too, Doumeki? Or do you just accompany Yashiro to ensure he stays safe?
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